Friends and Food

This past weekend was our friends 21st birthday. We all went out to eat. Well i went, but i didn't eat. Living pay check to pay check is not something i enjoy. I'm not complaining- but it does make you take a hard look at your priorities. Meh July rent is coming up.

I have been working some strange hours, and couldn't find the time to post.

It is weird that food is more than a source of energy for us- in other words we obviously use it for other reasons other than to survive.

We use it as comfort, during celebrations, just if we are bored, and ESPECIALLY if we haven't seen someone in awhile and don't want it to be awkward- its like oh yeahh um lets go out to eat!. Ha.

We went out to wings- and me and Megan sang karoke :) it was pretty awkward. but it made us both laugh. And by the end of the song we were roaming the bar and dancing.

It is hard for me to have a truly great night unless Nick is there- i want to share every memory with him and if our group of friends goes out it is not the same when he isn't there.

Did he make me mad when he wouldn't get up and dance with me when some old dude was singing? Um ya a little. But we both have our comfort zones and we have been encouraging each other to step outside them.

It is has been difficult not to do so much planning for the wedding. I am constantly telling myself it is good that we are waiting an extra year. But i am longing deep down to marry him tomorrow.

-"The idea of waiting for something makes it more exciting" - Andy Warhol.

I am learning patience.
And this blog is teaching me dedication.
2 things a marriage needs.
In the long run this is a good thing.

Tomorrow is friday! :) yeeeee