Explore

Well folks, I did it. I passed my nursing board exam.

My anxiety is slowly coming down. You know what. . . . I feel very weird.

I have nothing to do, for 2 months until I begin my job. Well wedding planning i suppose i should do, but I guess I feel like i don't really know what to do with myself.

I have been so focused on nursing and school and graduating and passing boards to be come an official Registered Nurse. My goal has been achieved. Now what?

I don't even know what my hobbies are. I think i know. But with all this time i don't know. . . should i lay around for a week relax, sun bathe, read a good book? Do i want to really get back into fitness with an everyday routine? Should i dust off the ol' camera and start taking pictures? Should I set a new goal of becoming a yoga instructor? Should I cook something, and learn to make good meals? Should i go look for new albums/vinyls and listen to them on my record player? Light candles and take a bubble bath?

I just don't know. I don't even know what i like. I haven't had the time to figure it out.

And what if all my thoughts about fitness, and photography and dance. . . . what if i was just saying how much i missed it all, just because you always want what you cant have. Well now i can have it.

I can set a new goal for myself. I don't know what i want that goal to be.

So i guess its time to explore. Explore who i have become these past 4 years of my life. Find my interests. Pursue another dream. And live happily ever after? I don't know...  i just feel like there is something more.

 I can't wait to travel and explore the world.

But first I need to find me.

On this search for my interests, hobbies, and the kind of lifestyle i want to live... I have a feeling this blog might change a bit.

I'll speak of failures and trials. Success and probably some disappointments along the way.

So... cheers. The best is still yet to come.... right?