Sunday, March 27, 2011

Time to go

So, being in school is tough. I am constantly thinking about the future and what i want to do and where i want to end up. Things are holding me back from the dreams i have created. One being- i need to graduate college. Second being- money. Whoever says money isn't important, didn't have a brain. I am struggling between work, school, family, love, friends and God. Life shouldn't be this complicated. I just want to be. And exist. I don't want to have all these plans, but I do. Life is what you make it. I need to remember that. What you put in is what you get out. My grandpa told me that, amazing man. Most intelligent person i know. Going to focus on losing this winter pudge and enjoy a carefree summer of work and being with my friends and my boy. I feel like the person i am and the person i want to be are far from each other. This summer that is going to change. Nothing is going to hold me back- i hope. Trying to get back to me. The future will happen, time to go with the flow i guess.

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