Confidence

What is more beautiful than confidence? Nothing. Summer is basically here and i'm feeling confident enough in myself to make a change. Of my hair that is. I always wanted to try something completely different than i've ever had. But due to fear i have not. It's hair, it'll grow back right? Hmm. What i think i'm going to do is cut it to right at my shoulders, so then when i curl it, it'll look something as the image below. I will probably have my bff jill cut it for me, but we'll see what our schedules look like. Its time for me to stop hiding behind this long hair that i never do anything with and be confident with a new fresh hair do.

Also, confidence for me goes not only along with my appearance, but as well as in my school work. Finals are this and next week and i need to believe that i can do good on them. I already feel defeated before having taken the exams. My parents are also not the most happy with me, and i have been upset for the past 3 days about it. I should be confident that they will still support me and be proud of me with what i choose to do in my life. I don't know why i am even questioning that they won't. I guess sometimes even our parents need space from their kids. I don't know how it feels to be a parent, but i know how it feels to be an only daughter. I feel pressure to be what they want me to be, and i have a different idea of who that is than they do. But with the tight bound relationship i have built with my parents over the past 21 years, i know that they will always be there for me even if they don't support the choices i make.. The sunshine today has made me feel a little bit more confident in every aspect of my life. Everything is not always going to play out how we plan it, but how fun would life be if we knew what was about to come? I am an imperfect person. But i will be a confident one.