Meh. Today is just meh. Sitting here waiting to go to work. Nick went to the casino with his mom and aunt. Just want to go home, getting sick of "all this". The college life, partying, working random shifts, and having no money. I know everyone says there is no rush to grow up, fine i don't want to grow up, but i want to graduate. I want to start a life for myself, have a full time job, and stuff that is actually mine so people can't use it as collateral damage to get what they want from me. Listening to this slow dreary psychodelirium techno music right now probably isn't helping my mood much, ha. It is crazy how each song can make you feel a totally different way. I am just sort of gloomy today. I guess everyone has their days. Right?
I am ready to move on from this stage in my life. But i know if i always am living for the future and never enjoying the present i'm gonna have a pretty boring life. I do feel like a caged bird at the moment. My feathers are getting withered, and i know i need to get out. I am ready to fly.
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