It is exciting to me to think i am going to be a wife. Not just any wife, but Nick's wife. It is the best feeling in the world. Some people have asked me, you are still in college, you're so young are you really ready to get married. The thing is..i am. I want to be a wife, someday a mother {someday as in 5 years min.} I love the fact that i am marrying my best friend. I can't wait to try a recipe and have it turn out terrible, i want to stay up late doing dishes with him, complain about having to go to work, clean the house, have our own place, be grumpy when he won't stop watching sports and mow the lawn, try to figure out our taxes, pay the many bills and student loans and just watch tv. If i could marry him this summer i would. I hate being realistic and accepting that waiting till after we graduate is the best plan possible. [ school wise, money wise, living arrangement wise, job wise, planning wise] Wish i wasn't so wise, so i could just marry him now.
We had quite a day yesterday. Got up at 7, won a radio contest, then got pulled over, the jewelry store was closed when we got there, then having a detour on the way back, and trying to get to work on time. - Didn't happen. Not to mention it was my best friends 21st birthday. So after work we got ready and went out.
I am not your typical 21 year old college girl. I am soon to be a wife, and nurse.
:) I love it.
ReplyDeleteAnd you.