Excitiment

I haven't been this excited for anything in a long time.

I heard the news that my Capstone placement was in the ISCN. {Intermediate Special Care Nursery}.

I will be working with a preceptor and having to complete a minimum of 80 hours for my immersion experience.

It has been my dream and passion to work in a nursery type setting with newborns since I was 4 years old.

Excitement is a wonderful emotion isn't it? It is captivating how emotions can shape our out look on life. I've never felt so positive, hopeful, and passionate about my future.

It is hard not to feel guilty for being so happy, especially when my dad has been in the hospital, and my aunt is about to start chemo. However, I think them seeing me happy brings some joy to them as well.

Do you ever feel guilty for being too happy, when you know others around you are suffering?

If so...{i think this is a good thing, it shows you aren't taking it for granted and that you show concern for others, but don't let that hold you back from your own life or your own happiness.}

Live on.